現代詩詞創作

許其正:春情

春到了。(fotolia)

不像少女的,至少也像少男的。

有時候,一大早心情就不好,也不知為什麼,反正就是悶悶不樂,鬱鬱寡歡。看他情況有異,趨前好心慰問,招來一頓白眼還算是好的,有時惹來一頓臭罵。待事過境遷 ,問他何故那樣?他竟張大口,沒話好說。原來他自己也鬧不清!

有時候,好端端的,和人家有說有笑,融洽無間;只因為一句話,他突然放聲號啕大哭,淚流滿面;沒幾分鐘,嘿,又好了,又是有說有笑了。

也會覺得身上奇怪,好像肌肉或骨骼會有酸痛之感,但不久又好了。

也會突然覺得自己好像長大了,做什麼事都要老陳熟練,蠻像個大人,卻又突然天真活潑起來,言行舉止有如小孩,有時候讓人說成大人,有時候又被人說成小孩。到底 是大人或小孩,不僅別人,連他自己也搞得暈頭轉向。

也常常有著幻想,有著對異性愛的嚮往,並且敏感異常,動不動就臉紅。

總之,時冷時熱,時好時壞,時喜時悲……。

據說這就是春情,常常是很尷尬的,常常是混沌的。

據說這是生理影響心理的結果。

就會漸漸長成熟的。就會漸漸趨於穩定的。就會成為過去的。……

1979年12月29日青年戰士報新文藝

Spring Emotion          Hsu ChiCheng

At least a boyhood if it isn’t a girlhood.

Sometimes he isn’t not good in the early morning, doesn’t know why, in any case it’s stifling, smouldering. As he looks like unusual, tends to convey greetings, provoke a cold stare is the best, sometimes has a scold mercilessly still. After it’s over, ask why he does, he is agape and tongue-tied, no word to respond. He can’t make clear himself originally.

Sometimes when he everything is all right, talking and laughing with others, on friendly terms; he cries loudly suddenly just for one ward, tears cover his face; for a few minute, hey, nice again, turns back to talking and laughing again.

And also feels strange in the body, as if it feels pain in his muscle and skeleton, but fine again soon.

Also feels it looks like grown up suddenly, seasoned experienced and capable in managing business, looks quite like an adult, but back to innocent and vivacious suddenly again, looks like a child in words and deeds as well as manner, sometimes to be defined an adult, and sometimes to be defined a child. In the final, is he an adult or a child? not only the others but also himself is dizzy.

He often has the illusion, has the wish to the love of opposite sex, and too sensitive, blushes very often.

About all, now cold now warm, now fine now bad, now pleasure now sad…

It’s said it’s the spring emotion, often it’s awkward, often it’s chaos.

It’s said it’s the result of the physiology influence the psychology.

It will be ripen slowly. It will be tend to steady slowly. It will be over.@*

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