被真理唤醒的心(131)

Souls Awakened

作者﹕唐乙文 Yiwen Tang

我喜欢在校园宁静的湖边打坐/I liked practicing by the tranquil lake inside the college./被真理唤醒的心 Souls awakened

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有一天突然叫来了我父亲。原来他们说我不放弃法轮功就不许我见家人的。

父亲来了却不和我说话，只和一旁的看守闲聊，“今天天气不错啊！”

他连“法轮功”三个字都不提。看守每次提起这个话题他都假装没听见。

最后看守沉不住气了，责备我父亲：“你没有配合我们工作！”

父亲正色道：“我女儿为了她的信仰已经付出了那么多，我不忍心再说她什么。我只想谴责你们对她的迫害。”

父亲第二次被叫来时，妇教所所长对他说：“唐乙文再不放弃法轮功，很快就会被送去学习班。那里一个月要几千块钱，全部要你们家属出的。”

父亲嘲讽的笑了：“那你们把她枪毙了吧！我没那么多钱！”

那所长目瞪口呆。

接着我母亲被叫来。她一看到我被折磨成这样，伤心的几乎要晕倒。

她也不提法轮功，只默默在接待室里坐在我身边。我感觉的到，她来前，父亲已经教过她应该怎么做。

我在母亲耳边悄悄安慰她：“妈咪，别担心。我会出去的！” 母亲说：“如果真能这样就好了……”

在一旁监视的妇教所所长再也沉不住气，“你妈是家庭妇女，没本事说你！我现在要代你妈教训你！”

她开始在母亲面前歇斯底里的大骂我。

母亲默默忍着，眼里写满愤怒。

接着我丈夫被叫来。他告诉我他本来打算申请离婚，我父亲劝他等我出来再说。

“可是你这么顽固，我看不到你有出来的希望啊！如果你想保住婚姻，那就要向共产党妥协。”

“我珍惜我们的婚姻，但我不会为保住婚姻而向邪恶妥协。”我说完这句话后就一直沉默，大颗泪珠像断线珍珠一样滑落我的脸颊。

我丈夫也默默看着我流泪。

接着，一个近二十年没见的高中同学突然来看我。

他说他在茂名的公安部门工作，一个偶然的机会得知我被关在这里，所以出于友情来看我。

他在我面前诋毁大法，叫我放弃大法、快点出去赚钱，说好多同学都发财了。

我无言以对。

读高中时他的书桌就在我后面，但现在我们对人生的选择已经差之千里。

后来我父亲告诉我，他是茂名610的。

（待续）

(英文对照)

The forced labor camp continued looking for “a breach in the eggshell”.

One day, they suddenly called in my father, while they had said they wouldn’t let me see my family until I renounced Falun Gong.

Father barely talked to me when he came, just gabbed with the guard watching us at our side, “The weather is pretty good today!”

He didn’t even mention the words “Falun Gong”, and pretended he didn’t hear it every time the guard brought up the topic.

The guard finally lost her cool and reproached him, “You are not cooperating with us!”

Father said to her seriously, “My daughter has sacrificed so much for her belief; I haven’t the heart to blame her anymore. I just want to reprimand your persecution against her.”

When Father was called in the second time, the Sanshui chief said to him, “Yiwen Tang will be sent to the Study Class soon if she still refuses to renounce Falun Gong, where charges as expensive as several thousand Yuan per week, which you’re going to have to pay as her family.”

Father laughed mockingly, “Then you might as well shoot her! I don’t have so much money!”

The chief was dumbfounded.

Then they called in my mother. Mother nearly fainted with sorrow when she saw me having been tortured to such a bad shape.

She didn’t mention Falun Gong either, just silently sat beside me at the visiting room. I could see Father had taught her how to act before she came.

“Mom, don’t worry. I’m getting out!’’ I whispered in her ear comforting her. “That would be great if you could…”

The Sanshui chief sitting beside us couldn’t keep her cool anymore, “Since your mother is just a housewife, not capable of lecturing you, I’m giving you a lecture substituting for your mother!”

She thereupon started swearing at me hysterically in my mother’s presence.

Mother endured it silently, her eyes radiating indignation.

Then they called in my husband. He told me he once contemplated filing for divorce, but my father persuaded him that it could keep till I got out.

“But I can’t see any hope of you getting out since you are being so stubborn! If you want to hold down the marriage, you have to yield to the CCP!”

“I treasure our marriage. But I won’t yield to evil for holding down the marriage.” I said nothing further; big teardrops kept pouring down my cheeks like broken strings of pearls.

My husband gazed at me and silently shed tears.

Then a nearly two-decades-no-see high school classmate suddenly came to visit me.

He said he was working with the Maoming Public Security Department, knew by chance that I was here, and thus came to visit me out of friendship.

He slandered Dafa in front of me, told me to quickly renounce Dafa, get out and make big money, saying many of our high school classmates had made a fortune.

I had nothing to say in reply.

Back in high school, his desk was right behind mine in the classroom; now our choices of life were already heaven and earth apart.

Afterward my father told me, he was with the Maoming 610.
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