被真理喚醒的心(131)

Souls Awakened

作者﹕唐乙文 Yiwen Tang

我喜歡在校園寧靜的湖邊打坐/I liked practicing by the tranquil lake inside the college./被真理喚醒的心 Souls awakened

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有一天突然叫來了我父親。原來他們說我不放棄法輪功就不許我見家人的。

父親來了卻不和我說話，只和一旁的看守閒聊，「今天天氣不錯啊！」

他連「法輪功」三個字都不提。看守每次提起這個話題他都假裝沒聽見。

最後看守沉不住氣了，責備我父親：「你沒有配合我們工作！」

父親正色道：「我女兒為了她的信仰已經付出了那麼多，我不忍心再說她甚麼。我只想譴責你們對她的迫害。」

父親第二次被叫來時，婦教所所長對他說：「唐乙文再不放棄法輪功，很快就會被送去學習班。那裏一個月要幾千塊錢，全部要你們家屬出的。」

父親嘲諷的笑了：「那你們把她槍斃了吧！我沒那麼多錢！」

那所長目瞪口呆。

接著我母親被叫來。她一看到我被折磨成這樣，傷心的幾乎要暈倒。

她也不提法輪功，只默默在接待室裡坐在我身邊。我感覺的到，她來前，父親已經教過她應該怎麼做。

我在母親耳邊悄悄安慰她：「媽咪，別擔心。我會出去的！」 母親說：「如果真能這樣就好了……」

在一旁監視的婦教所所長再也沉不住氣，「你媽是家庭婦女，沒本事說你！我現在要代你媽教訓你！」

她開始在母親面前歇斯底里的大罵我。

母親默默忍著，眼裡寫滿憤怒。

接著我丈夫被叫來。他告訴我他本來打算申請離婚，我父親勸他等我出來再說。

「可是你這麼頑固，我看不到你有出來的希望啊！如果你想保住婚姻，那就要向共產黨妥協。」

「我珍惜我們的婚姻，但我不會為保住婚姻而向邪惡妥協。」我說完這句話後就一直沉默，大顆淚珠像斷線珍珠一樣滑落我的臉頰。

我丈夫也默默看著我流淚。

接著，一個近二十年沒見的高中同學突然來看我。

他說他在茂名的公安部門工作，一個偶然的機會得知我被關在這裡，所以出於友情來看我。

他在我面前詆譭大法，叫我放棄大法、快點出去賺錢，說好多同學都發財了。

我無言以對。

讀高中時他的書桌就在我後面，但現在我們對人生的選擇已經差之千里。

後來我父親告訴我，他是茂名610的。

（待續）

(英文對照)

The forced labor camp continued looking for 「a breach in the eggshell」.

One day, they suddenly called in my father, while they had said they wouldn』t let me see my family until I renounced Falun Gong.

Father barely talked to me when he came, just gabbed with the guard watching us at our side, 「The weather is pretty good today!」

He didn』t even mention the words 「Falun Gong」, and pretended he didn』t hear it every time the guard brought up the topic.

The guard finally lost her cool and reproached him, 「You are not cooperating with us!」

Father said to her seriously, 「My daughter has sacrificed so much for her belief; I haven』t the heart to blame her anymore. I just want to reprimand your persecution against her.」

When Father was called in the second time, the Sanshui chief said to him, 「Yiwen Tang will be sent to the Study Class soon if she still refuses to renounce Falun Gong, where charges as expensive as several thousand Yuan per week, which you』re going to have to pay as her family.」

Father laughed mockingly, 「Then you might as well shoot her! I don』t have so much money!」

The chief was dumbfounded.

Then they called in my mother. Mother nearly fainted with sorrow when she saw me having been tortured to such a bad shape.

She didn』t mention Falun Gong either, just silently sat beside me at the visiting room. I could see Father had taught her how to act before she came.

「Mom, don』t worry. I』m getting out!』』 I whispered in her ear comforting her. 「That would be great if you could…」

The Sanshui chief sitting beside us couldn』t keep her cool anymore, 「Since your mother is just a housewife, not capable of lecturing you, I』m giving you a lecture substituting for your mother!」

She thereupon started swearing at me hysterically in my mother』s presence.

Mother endured it silently, her eyes radiating indignation.

Then they called in my husband. He told me he once contemplated filing for divorce, but my father persuaded him that it could keep till I got out.

「But I can』t see any hope of you getting out since you are being so stubborn! If you want to hold down the marriage, you have to yield to the CCP!」

「I treasure our marriage. But I won』t yield to evil for holding down the marriage.」 I said nothing further; big teardrops kept pouring down my cheeks like broken strings of pearls.

My husband gazed at me and silently shed tears.

Then a nearly two-decades-no-see high school classmate suddenly came to visit me.

He said he was working with the Maoming Public Security Department, knew by chance that I was here, and thus came to visit me out of friendship.

He slandered Dafa in front of me, told me to quickly renounce Dafa, get out and make big money, saying many of our high school classmates had made a fortune.

I had nothing to say in reply.

Back in high school, his desk was right behind mine in the classroom; now our choices of life were already heaven and earth apart.

Afterward my father told me, he was with the Maoming 610.
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